Dark Hosta.....

For me this is a bad day....my oldest, closest and dearest friend has just told me she has lung cancer

she doesn't smoke

the prognosis is bad

chemo and radiation have made her sick

she didn't tell me even though I knew something was wrong because she wanted to talk to
someone about 'normal' things....

I am angry, scared and feel helpless - God alone knows how she feels ....

These are her favorite flowers and I kept them dark because that is how I feel ...

Tomorrow I will be positive now I know...today I just want to scream...