New Beginning

Today is my first day of the photo journal. I wanted to take some time every day to sort out my thoughts, and I thought by including a photo of something that made me smile each day, I would create a plethora of happy memories.

I?m still in the middle of my training. Ready for a change, but irritated that it is taking so long? seems to be the theme of my life recently. I just have no idea what I want anymore. No real direction as to my long term plan. Baby or no baby? Change job? Adopt another pet? Lose weight? I keep changing my mind which leads me to believe that I have no real idea as to what I actually want. I know what I should want. I feel guilty when I have thoughts that deviate from those fictional standards. Shouldn?t I get to make those choices in my own life? I?m hoping, through this little project, that I?ll be able to answer some of these questions within the next year. Maybe some of them will be decided for me.

Today, my happy thought comes from my cats. We had a big thunderstorm tonight, and Tuna and Roxy hid under the table for hours.