Going home?

Today I either left home or went home. I'm not entirely sure which.

I'm originally from Stirling, but I've lived in Edinburgh so long now that it becomes hard to pin point where home for me actually is. Edinburgh or Stirling? When I'm in Edinburgh I always say something like "Oh, I can't wait to go home to Stirling" but after a few days there I start calling Edinburgh my home. I never really seem to be home. Home is where I am not. A little sad and disjointed, yes, I know. But it's true.