Morbid?

I don't know. Today we said farewell to Granddad. I type this with tears in my eyes again.

Ron was the family rock. He loved us all, had a great sense of humour and looked after everyone. None of us really wanted to let him go.

This makes the third funeral for someone close that I have attended this year. I do not need to attend any more this year - or next for that matter. You hear me everyone?

I just want to rest and heal please now.