Time.

Don't you sometimes wish that you could control time? Go backwards. Go forwards. And pause.

I'd go back to when Chloe was still here and try and persuade her to stay.

I'd go forward two weeks so that I can get to Mexico quicker.

And I'd pause so that I can remember the poignant moments in life. Pause so that I have longer to take it all in.

If only. But I guess things in the past happen, and you can't change them. Things in the future are coming but you can't rush them. You've gotta take life as it comes and try and make the most of every moment, good and bad.

Chloe's gone, but I'll miss her and always think of her, and her memory will live on forever.

Mexico will come before I know it.

And I can rest knowing that there will be many more 'pause' moments in life.