cleanse me in the pouring rain....

life is so moody.

its several ups and downs are extremely incosistent enough to make just about anyone feel nauseous.
its over-emotional moments are enough to push people over the edge.
when it attempts to defy what you have thought to be logical and considerable all your life, it has a tendency to usually win and conquer.
it will make you insane if it wants to, and when you're frustrated and outraged enough that you yourself changed as a person, it might consider then to give you your happiness back.

........
perhaps,
is it just feeling alone,
and craving your attention?

like a small child
who feels ignored?