your beauty trumped my doubt

i had to wait for a long time for the bus today. but i was waiting here. and i don't know if you can tell but the grass had just been cut. i could deal with that. it's one of my favorite smells. the smell of freshly cut grass. oh it's just glorious.

long, productive day. me and the various libraries at bc are getting WELL acquainted. studying is so much better with other people.

as an aside: last week i was meeting with my professor discussing my syllabus for next year. out of nowhere she asked me: "are you sad?" not, "are you stressed?" or "are you doing okay?" BUT "are you sad?"

so that was weird.

today - same teacher, out of nowhere at the end of class said: "are you upset? you seem upset about something?" wait, what!? NO! i'm fine. i don't understand. so, apparently, i look pretty upset and that teacher is obviously worried about me.

it got to me today though. i just kept wondering, am i okay? really? but, yes. yes, i feel fine. i mean, i'm a little stressed as it's finals times, but so is everyone. disconcerting really.

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oh the warmth in your eyes swept me into your arms
was it love or fear of the cold, that led us through the night?
for every kiss your beauty trumped my doubt...