one of those days

My Mom died four years ago today.
could it be ALREADY four years?
couldn't possibly be ONLY four years ago?

a cloudy sky but the sun peeked thru on occasion. kinda like my mood.

today was actually not so bad. Lots of help from friends and family getting home & office ready for my absence. need to see if I can get the company computer to work off-site, finish a couple sewing things, pack a bag, one more food shopping trip for him, his dr. appt Wed AM, just stuff

you know. just stuff.

already that feeling is creeping up. What am I gonig to forget? What is not going to get done.

but it's just stuff, right?

I will go try that computer now, vacation here I come - soon!