there and back again.

I finished writing my fundraising letter this morning. I think I hate asking people for money more than anything else in the world. I suppose it should be a humbling experience, asking people to donate to a cause I'm so passionate about, but I don't feel that. I feel embarrassed. I want to go back to Romania to help children you don't know - please give my church money. And without the familial base to help get me on my way I'm left to ask friends and their families, which makes things worse. I'm always the one who can't come up with enough.