What's it all about?

First Christingle of the year - with brownies and rainbows. Robert asked me to play at the last minute. It was awful! I practised all morning then when it came to the actual service I fell apart. I'm really rusty and i was mortified. But as Pip said nobody minded. And I realise that that's not what it all about. It's not about how well I can play but the fact that I was willing. I just hope it didn't distract from Jesus because it was so bad. I know how he will have received it because he is full of grace and love.