friend therapy and homemade egg nog

i purged a lot tonight in between the belly laughs and christmas music and endless whisking
my friends are wonderful and patient and while i didn't tell them everything i've been wanting to say i did get to empty out a bit of my negative bucket
it was a rough day emotionally for me but i'm surrounded by so many wonderful people it didn't stay that way for long
besides it's much more pleasant to be happy and content rather than sad and weepy