Moments of reflection

So today hasn't been the easiest of days at GSA. I woke up this morning feeling fairly negative and would have preferred to stay in bed rather than face the prospect of 90 mins ballet followed by improvisation classes and then a 4 hour dance rehearsals. (Who at 6am wouldn't have wanted to stay in bed!?!). But one must battle in and plough through.

This evening I was writing in my journal as a phone call came through from Edinburgh (three phone calls this evening from the same friend) which then led to subsequent hour or so of reflection and remembering to blessings and promises of God as well as moments of conversation over the last four years.

All of this essentially led to to prospect of beginning to read over some of the 'sorry your leaving Edinburgh but the very best for you love to silly Surrey and dramatic Guildford' cards. Which is what I will be doing over the next few evenings. They will hopefully bring a bit of helpful perspective to my messed up, insecure and doubting my own ability at times brain. Eloquent I know!!

Today's song - O Come, O Come Emmanuel! Advent day 3!