Travelling back in history

The next three days I have off so I want to explain what caused the meeting of Maria and I over these days.

This picture is of my secondary school (if you recognize the school please do not mention the name). This is truly where the story started, 8 years before I met Maria.

To be honest I am not a normal person (well how many 19 year old boys would make a diary like this first off), I have always been a bit weird, preferred my own company but at the same time I do not. It is just as confusing in my head as it is written to be honest.

I was not popular at school and like every child we all had our groups, some had the popular groups, some had the artistic groups, I was with all of the smart kids, we would spend our time preparing for our future when we leave school by studying, we would socialize on games (which my parents and girlfriend still do not understand the strength of friendships that can be made playing online). Instead of partying in our last year we spent it preparing for our exams and we all came out with way above average results.

Of course like all smart groups in every school in the world throughout time they have always been the ones easiest to pick on. So I had a hard time at school, like almost all kids I did get bullied and it let to depression and of course as a result I started to harm myself.

Wait tomorrow for part two