A Mother's Kaddish

This is my one and only art quilt, made in the early months of 2012 shortly after my youngest daughter died. I call it "A Mother's Kaddish".

I am not Jewish, not a male, and had no minyan.
But the Kaddish (aka Mourner's Prayer) I did pray.
For longer than the prescribed 11 months, I did pray.
Apologies to my Orthodox friends, I hope you understand:

It will be 3 years, tomorrow.