Journey

Well this week has been a bit tough.

The phrase being 'burning the candle at both ends'.

If you haven't already gathered I'm really good at dieting when I put my mind to it, an d when I do, I lose weight really fast because well, I've got a lot to lose and I eat bad most of the time. But this week was different. This week I really pushed the boat of further than I have for a while. Really concentrating on my super frees and eating so much and making sure I did lots of body magic.

I was more than eager to get on those scales this week just to prove to myself that good work really pays off. Yesterday I was late to group so I had to wait till the end which was really hard. But when I finally took all of my access baggage off (this means watches, shoes etc) I was ready to step on.

And soon as I saw my heart and stomach sank. So far you could hear them hit the floor. I had stayed the same. All my amazing recipes and determination meant nothing. It was all for nothing. So many lovely women were telling me they thought I looked thinner and how it's just 'star' week. But I was gutted.

So today has been hard. Trying to focus when you feel like it goes all to waste. Yes it's one bad week out of the many, but I'm just so sad, I really really am. I've been bad today but I suppose I'll just have to pick myself up and try again tomorrow.


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