I feel a wee bit better today and have quietly read and day dreamed. My headache has all but gone and I no longer have a temperature. I had a phone call from a lady who would like me to take some portraits of her children. My initial reaction is always to pack a bag and leave the country or recommend someone else - I have such low self belief. Sometimes I feel as though I am waiting for someone to say 'your work is not good enough' upon which I would lay aside all pretensions of becoming a photographer and just enjoy it as a hobby. Perhaps it's the fear of failure? It all sounds very self indulgent - but my confidence is the one thing that really holds me back and I wish I could just smash through it and become.