Emotional Rollercoaster

Today was a bit of an odd one. Real mixture of highs and lows.

I had work for most of the day but couldn't seem to get much done. I felt distracted and frustrated. My boss has said she wants a 'mini review' with me next week which doesn't sound good. I don't think they're going to let me go but I'm worried she's going to say I'm not doing things the way they want them and am generally not doing enough. I'm in a very basic admin role and having discussed it last night with A, we both seemed to agree that they're expecting me to take on things far above my (menial) pay grade and that I'm starting to resent them for it. Maybe. Who knows.

In the afternoon in a somewhat related (and yet not) thing, I had a job interview. As you can probably tell from the above, I'm not hugely happy in my job. Like I said, its very basic and not using my job is doing my nut in. So I was recommended for something else by someone in my building and went to have a chat with them this afternoon. Place was gorgeous, the people were fantastic and very clued up. The job is completely the opposite of what I'm doing now but maybe that's what I need? My job now is very numbers orientated and I need something people orientated.

They said they'd get back to me on Thursday so who knows. :)