Cornered

A very slow start today.

On the way to school Helena spotted a streak of rainbow on a blue sky, that was shining throughout a puff of clouds, she asked if that was from God to make me happy and smily, I said yes.

Did loads, but not properly relaxed.

Tried to steer negative thoughts about mum by going swimming, but its harder than I thought.

She's been transfused so much blood since yesterday, I worry they let her go home to recover and delay the chemo.

My guts really hurt from worrying and not being able to contain in my head what's going on.

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