Time flies

Unfortunately I'm not having fun!!!

I am fed up. Really fed up. Being messed about by a man who has my heart and won't let it go but doesn't really want it.

Time is going past so quickly and I wonder, why am I wasting my time on him? Cos I'm crazy about him and I can't stand the thought of life without him. And yet today he had me in tears at work again and after an exhausting email argument, I couldn't wait to get home and sulk.

Not that I have anything to sulk about. I know what I should do. I'm doing this to myself right?

Help would be much appreciated blippers :(