Keep calm and get on with it

Thanks for all the positive vibes you sent my way yesterday. I was having a major wobble. This time last year I was examined on my work and for the first time in my life, aside from the outcome of my first two driving tests, things didn't go according to plan. I was told I had 12 months to rewrite it, adding several new topics and including specific research that was quite different from where I wanted my research to go. It's been a long journey (about 10 years) emotional and tiring and now I have just less than 2 months before the very final deadline, I know it will race by now as I work full time and so study tends to fall at weekends or in the evening. I'm so glad I got a summer holiday this year or I'd be on my knees right now. I think I know what I am doing now and it all feels possible once again. Meeting my tutor was helpful. I'm quite frightened when I think about the outcome of the new exam. If I don't get it this time, that's it apparently it all feels very final and last chance saloon. I suppose it's exciting too maybe?!? I need to start doing the whole self belief thing now as I was told yesterday otherwise I'm doing myself no favours.

This is a quick blip of my front room. Emma Willis is on the TV, what a recognisable/ striking look she has, even as a silhouette.