Don't really know what to say, don't really know what to think anymore.

I have to be strong for my mum again. She's got a 4,5cm tumour on her lung.
5 years after she had a cervical cancer and been given all clear. I'm lost.

I'm heartbroken.

I miss my dad to tell him that. And he is not here to listen to me.

I'm all tears. I'm all drama again. I'm just not good.

I have to get sober in my mind and soul, I have to!

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