Alice and I finished my penguins!

Some of today might have been alright but a lot of it has been hard. I think I have been tired (but could not sleep when I tried this afternoon) and that never helps. And fatigue-y.

There have been times where I feel like my insides are being punched by unpleasant thoughts:
Lucy
People being sad
People being more worthy of love than me
Having to lead a bible study
Anger at not being able to keep my group from straying off the point
My answers probably being rubbish
People not wanting to talk to me
People not liking me much
Life is hard
Mess
Criticism of my study
People not caring

I think they can be lumped together into the following categories:
Pride
Control
Lovability
Depression
Fear
Selfishness
Jealousy