First Sweet peas

My sweet peas are the only thing making me feel sane at the moment
Filling in the forms to do my public duty Jury service
I have got out of it the last two times by breast feeding
suppose at almost 60 I can't use this as a reason not to.

It is winding me up and I have not gone yet
I hate going somewhere on my own in rush hour train
I hate being in a place I don't know where I am
and most of all I hate the thought of judging people.

In fact I will hate next week.