A decision to make

new challenges, great opportunity, perfect step for a career (plus it's nice to be asked), dynamic, responsible, reactive, proactive (and I'm liking the rest of my life)
or take that step towards a dream I cannot still quite envisage, but that my restless yearning drives me towards (but I am afraid and cannot imagine) but the cannot imagineness part of it appeals

at least
now I see that there are only two of the myriad I thought there were

or one and then the other

i only fear that time is running out

and that one day I turn around and find that I have not gone

when I could have

and then no longer...

- but
- although it's stressful

I am exhilerated, excited. I note. This is a fantastic position to be in. The prospect of change
of possiblity.

Whichever will be cool.



Though I don't know why I chose this image of a forlorn, snow-covered child. And I am still haunted by the Road.