Sunny Sunday

I have been waking up early and struggling to get back to sleep the last couple of days. The result has been that I haven't been very happy in the mornings. But I had to get on and do something for my Bible Study planning.

I went to have lunch at Lou's house. It was very nice but I felt close to tears at one point and like I might just have to curl up or run away or something. But I didn't.

As I went to do some maths tutoring for Katherine's children, I felt like I could do with a hug. I just got on and did the maths though. I think I was kind of alright doing that.

Church was alright but I didn't really want to stay around after. I felt a bit low and wondered what I could do. Then Christine texted and invited me over. That was good. I was quite nervous/anxious though.

I think I perhaps had been feeling the day was quite good and that was what was worrying me.

One God dependent step at a time.