dinner

I know that all things happen for a good reason, but today I cannot stop wondering if I should have better stayed at home having dinner with my cat.
I discriminate anyone who thinks that "all animals (humans) are equals but some are more equal than others".
I discriminate those who discriminate.
Kind of a paradox because it means that believing that I am better than those who rejects others I am probably lowering myself to their same level.
I wish I could be the type of person which if squeezed would just and only produce love.
Somehow it is not like that.
Tonight I felt sad and angry and even cried of pure frustration.
Tonight I might have lost a friend or just left a blank to be filled in with someone better than both of us.