Black and white and red all over

Tail chasing day. Fruitless and frustrating. Pressure seemed to telescope onto one funding application that in the end I don't qualify for. Gutting when you are skint. Friend g invites me out to Spain for a week in June. I have zero cash and no holiday from work and need every minute for uni work. I would so love to go but can't.
Stiff recovery run and cycle today. Thought my legs would fall off.

4/10