Day 127 - busy, busy!

I feel like I did so much today.

Felt a bit guilty still re ATOS when I woke up. Before too long, I went down to get breakfast and even made another smoothie and washed up afterwards. I put on a load of laundry and had a shower before going out to Anna's. To be fair, I was meeting her at noon, so doing things beforehand is what an ordinary person would do - just not what I would do ordinarily.

I was a bit late, as ever. Perhaps shouldn't have had the shower. Never mind though.

I guess I was a bit stressed that I still needed to get food for the social I was hosting this evening and my afternoon was packed.

But I had quite a nice time at Anna's. Just a small time of bleakness.

Very kindly she took me to ASDA and then drove me home with all my shopping.

I was meant to then see Clare but she rang to cancel. It was good to have the chance to rest. Except I kept getting up and doing things. This in turn made me stressed at how well I must be.

I would say I was getting pretty anxious about the hosting business as well as this as time went on. Breathing became harder.

Then people started arriving and that was OK. I didn't especially enjoy being up and down the stairs, trying to organise the pizzas, offering drinks etc but it was OK. And I even tidied up afterwards.

Maybe I really am OK...