Stacked High……

……the chairs in the rain and my emotions.

Within an hour of being up this morning I had to go back to bed, my body was sore and heavy feeling and I was so tired. A few hours later after trying to get back to sleep I had to get up to get along to a counselling appt.

We talked about my anxiety and going back to work. We discussed my reasons for going back to work, my expectations, my guilt I have , and the negativity I have about myself and my life. It’s so hard and draining talking about yourself.

Walked home in the rain, feeling more confused than ever with allsorts in my head. I am finding it really hard to work out if I am ready for work and make a decision. Somebody tell me what to do!

I am left feeling numb and exhausted.