Birthday Lunch

Lunch at Woodshed Smokehouse was part of my birthday celebration. I had family around; mom, Ging and Chris, the girls, but still missed Beau terribly, sometimes very intensely. I was sad Taylor did not feel well. I tried to soak up all the love and joy and laughter but sometimes it just seemed to swirl around me and I felt like an outsider looking in on the party. Maybe that is part of grief, not really feeling...