and some days i just feel ghastly...

brought on myself by my odd way of looking at myself and my life...
and some days i just want to enjoy my brew and donut without neighbour chatting completely pointless shit at me for no reason…
and some days i get unnerved by the fog…
and some days i get angry with myself…
and somedays i comfort eat knowing full well that the pleasure lasts seconds...
and some days i just want a hug…
note to self - stop being a wallowing idiot for no good reason and don't drink cider on a school night and expect to feel ok the next day…time to snap out of the ghastly mood, grow a maternal streak and gain a head for heights before tomorrow…oh god!