I Missed U

My uncle sent me this old old old pic today.

It was me, as the kissed infant; my cousin (indeed I prefer calling her sis) Denise kissing me; and my grandma the smiling lady who held me in her arm.

Of course I didn't remember such a scene. But seeing this pic brought me into tears, so hard.

People looked different today. People have been separated afar. And perhaps people stayed or went away. But one thing never changes--love.

That's what I've seen in it. That's what have kept me living with love and gratitude.

It's been decades since this was shot. And heart-brokenly speaking, it's been more than ten years my grandparents have been in heaven; it's also been two years we sisters have been working so hard in different continents, separated by the Pacific Ocean.

I missed you, but it is so hard to let you know…