Hello, I must be going

The sun popped out for just a minute this evening as I was putting the grocery shopping away. I popped out too, took a quick shot and the sun popped back in again, so I popped back in again too.

The sun coming out at 6pm actually means the sun is behind the hedge. And that was it. One minute of sunshine all day. The rest of the day it's been cold, windy and gloomy and threatening rain.

I did some more pottering in the garden today, and planted another lot of early seed potatoes.

I did a bit of thinking about what to do next and how to grow as much as possible of what we'll actually eat. There's a great big hole in the lawn where some local badgers have been digging so I'm wondering what I can plant there now.

I'm doing a lot of worrying at the moment and it's giving me some anxiety and trouble thinking straight. I'm struggling to remember what I'm supposed to be doing or to concentrate on anything. I've decided to ease off the pressure of blipfoto and not try to take a decent photo or write anything if I don't feel like it because recently I've been sitting staring at the screen every night and having trouble remembering what I've done.

I'd like to keep entering something just to keep it going but for a while I'm not going to have this on my important list in the next few weeks. I have to have a bit of peace for a while and not push myself. So there might be some really shit photos for a while

19 days until my assessment.

Gulp.