Things Can Only Get Better?

God, I hope so!

I'm lacking resilience at the moment, emotionally. I just feel low and feel much less able to handle little disappointments and setbacks. This could be partly due to the men in my life and a lack of commitment! After three months of lessons my dance partner has backed out, not due to our partnership, but because his job is not allowing him any free time to practice. I totally understand, but am a little bit annoyed as now I have to find a new partner.

The dutch guy I've been dating since August manages to fill up his social diary every week without including me in it- feels like I have to book time with him well in advance! I think really our arrangement is hurting me, or going to hurt me in the long run, yet I still go back for more. I'm thoroughly sick of online dating, and I don't think I'll find the spark I have with him with anyone else...