falling to rise...

Last night was one to forget....

Its very challenging when your sister is restless-and I feel giving her more meds is just poisoning her-hurts to see a human havin to take 3 or more sleeping pills just to sleep-funny how we take sleep for granted!

Been a crazy morning having taken Mary to hospital-the intensity of public transport on someone with an enlarged liver proved too much for her-she collapsed as we were walking to the door-and I just felt so devastated....people looked at me like I'm cruel,and tht hurt

We managed to get her to her ward,then she began treatment then I left her and dashed to Pretoria to the marriage seminar-to be honest thts the first christian event iv ever attended and struggled to even concentrate....half of what was said I didn't even get

My aunty called and said she will go get Mary coz she wanted to give me a break coz she was fearing I may breakdown...so I ended up finishing the seminar-much needed break which the pastors felt I needed.got prayed for,really needed that.got to hang with other singles,joke and be normal again-tht really helped to take my mind off-though I called Mary 5 times in 3hrs

Met Abisha and we spent the evening catching up,we went out coz I just needed to change scenery and not talk of cancer or medical terms

Came back and crashed at the Dubes',nice group sleepover with most of the singles-lots of relationship chats -not withstanding Mr and Mrs Dube's loong marriage illustrations.I am wary I dnt fall asleep in the crowd..haven't slept properly in 3 days..

Verse of the day
2 Corinthians 4:8
In every way we're troubled but not crushed, frustrated but not in despair

Lesson:
Jesus is my very present help in time of need-i dnt know how I could have finished today,had it not been for his strength