Drawing & Writing

Lasting Habits
by TDS
You seriously? No. Really no problem, come on in. Don’t mind the chaos, having a bad day.
What? No, you're always welcome, especially when I'm down.
Why I’m down? I can't tell, same as always, I think. You? No you are not the cause, you are never the cause, you are the shelter.
What? Did I say shelter, yeah maybe it's more of a sanctuary. I mean it's half a eternity now, isn't it? But tell me, why is it that you are who you are, what you are? I think I made you this.
And tell me why are you haunting me? Yeah, I know I said you are a sanctuary, but sometimes it feels more like you are a nightmare. Well, it sounds harsh, but I tried to get rid of you, you know? But you kept coming back and back again, no matter what. Especially when I'm down. Like a nightmare. Lately I thought of calling her. Meeting her. What do you think about that? Are you afraid?
Free me by destroying you? Cause believe me, I know you have nothing more in common with her, then the smile you share. You are me, a projection to protect me from all my anger and fears. A perfect portrait of hope and desire. But instead of pushing me to go on you make me sad and let me crave, crave for you. So leave me alone! I want you, but I don't need you. You ain't no good for me.

Yeah I know, looks more like a old women then the young girl from the template... And the writing... properly the best, I'll stick to photography. But hey, can't help myself.