Today was the nicest day I have had in a long time. I went to see max in the morning, met him at the dock, and we cycled through town in the midday sun. We filmed stuff and talked and it was so nice to have a release, like a hole in my head that all the shit could just get out for a day. I went back to his and we hung out with his housemates and watched films. And it was so nice. Really really good. I got away from myself and from my demons, they have been following me everywhere lately.. I hope I can have more days like this...