NRGee

Inside of the can of bad stuff.
Got essay done. The worst piece of moronic crap I've ever written. Aside the galling disappointment, the wasted opportunity to learn hurts more. Perhaps its fatigue but find myself crabbit, thin-skinned, teary which makes no sense, its been a productive day with sunshine and running and working away. Plus found out funding application has made it through the local rounds to the big nationwide show down. I should be happy and preparing... Not teary, fitful concentration and moany.
I think I know what it is getting in my way, gathering the moral fortitude to carve it out my life is proving hard. But it must happen. I have no time and no emotional blubber left...

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