As Predicted

Today wasn’t the same as yesterday. But I did live in hope.
Woke at 6am; thank goodness for the Olympics.

I have felt so emotional and numb and have cut several times. Slept and woke feeling anxious, and restless which is horrible, I never know what to do.
I can’t deal with all these changes. It’s scary.

How can two days be so different?

Attempted a walk later in the afternoon, but found myself in tears.