Feeling the pressure...

Phew don't no where to start really its been one thing after another this last week. It all started with the scary puncture in the week. The day after Dave had a massive acid reflux attack some of the acid ended up going in his lungs and he ended up in hospital for the rest of the night. They now think he has GERD :( He says he feels like he has been run over by a steam roller. Then I found a letter in Dan's room saying he has an outstanding bill for when he moved out for them few months last year. He had lied to me and told me he had paid.....not happy at all about that. Then thurs night I was discussing this matter with dan when his phone went off it was his friend Brad saying Conn or, dans friend for many years put a status on fb saying he was going to end it all, so dan phone and phoned no answer so him and dave flew round and got there just in time he had slit his wrists :( hes only 18same as dan its a sad sad world where living in. Then it was friday and it was spent with beautiful Fia as usual me bri and fia had a good day. We had just got back from mums where she had cooked a scrummy dinner and Bridid's phone went off it was the Doctors dad was there and his blood sugar was through the roof. She had to go collect him and take him own. She said it was like he was drunk but he wasnt for a change... but he was falling all over and she said he looked so old. Thats a whole other story though. Im also struggling with the pregnancy my back, hip and knee are killing I can cope with that though. I cant cope with my worrying over the scan it will be soon here the 14th but everyday im thinking the worst I cant help thinking of Flynn and thinking something similar is going to happen, im trying to stay positive but its really really hard. This was taken at Filey this morning.

love c x x x