cloutie tree

very very hard work today, but i am starting to simmer down a bit now :-/ went to visit stuff i wouldn't have usually visited (tibetan buddhist community in the mountains no less), so it was good from that point of view…however i felt really uninspired by carlisle! not sure why i am surprised by this!
today did remind me of a thought that has been playing on my mind a lot recently…must find something useful and meaningful to do with my life…!