Nemesis

This bed is a great cause of both stress and anxiety and complete love at the moment.
The fact that I seem to have lost the ability to sleep has now become a dangerous cycle of tiredness , longing for bed, despair at lying awake all night then disgust at having to leave it's warm and comfy embrace when the alarm goes off . I spend the day wondering if I will sleep then the night wondering about everything that I shouldn't be - what time is it , how much longer til I get up ? Etc .
I am attempting to snuggle myself up , I have the iPad to watch a few episodes of silent witness and a nice hot mug of Bovril - in an hour or so I will also have a nice warm fiancé to cuddle and if that isn't the perfect recipe for sleep then I don't know what is !