new inspiration...

Cloudy days hint that sometime the rain will fall-exactly how today has been,only difference being that I was the one who was to fall

Sister was rushed to hospital again,things don't look good-tests done but somehow they don't want to tell me what the results are.....sometimes I pray if I was the one sick then it wil be better

So many things coming together,I am afraid all I have worked for and will achieve may mean nothing-trying to be happy but its one thing I lost sometime ago

Been reflecting on the season of testing iv gone through,hard as its been iv come to resonate with Job coz its been exactly like that-i wonder if I will actually enjoy the level I'm being tested and prepared for

On a brighter note I planted a garden of vegetables as a way of inspiring my heart,looking forward to seeing it bloom as I bloom too this year

Great to have a wonderful child of God encourage me,great to walk with someone who is also going through her own Job season-its somehow a little comforting to know I'm not the only one

Lessons of today:
Never panic when you hear bad news
Don't allow your mind to slide from sadness to despair-its not worth it to lose your focus on God
Find an inspiration-it goes a long way in bringing some positivity in life
God is still God even when all goes from bad to disaster-He is still faithful
The great prospects of great jobs and a better life mean nothing when the right people are not there


Verse of the day:Isaiah 59:19
“When the enemy shall come in, like a flood, the Spirit of the Lord shall raise up a standard against him.”