Christmas Eve

woke up missing the sun. decorated the tree (procrastination at its finest), then went shopping for baking supplies. made gingerbread cake with N, then truffles and avant garde deconstructed macaroons (ahahhashhahahdjgosjsncmv im pissed I didn't have parchment paper) Emily came over to drop presents; seein her and Amarra reminds me of how everything used to be in my friend circle and it's so weird.. love those two, and pretty much those two only. then showered and got ready for the annual Mitrovic party. I love the food so much, but I always hang out with the same group of popular rich girls Sometimes I sit back and listen to the conversation and it makes me want to laugh/punch someone in the face. oh well, it's tradition
slept on the couch, unfortunately too early to catch n to FaceTime. best christmas present I ever could have asked for. left truffles for Santa