December challenge: view today

I had today's blip all planned but spent the whole day shopping with mum! Much needed retail therapy with my best friend! My view today is light at the end of the tunnel! This weekend mum was told her MS is currently stable! Also represents how iv been feeling! My anxiety is creeping back and every day I fight a silent battle inside my head! To be honest it's never gone away I just had a better hold of it but I don't no if it's tiredness or other things but starting to loose control a little bit! Beginning to wonder if it's 'normal' for your heart to race ever day, palms get clammy and feel ur spinning around so fast you might be side while ur mind is like the channels on the tv being flicked through quickly! I will fight this again and I will not let it rule my life like it once did! I will not be back in that place there is always light at the end of the tunnel!