Tea solves everything

well.. it tries!!

Still a bit bleugh from bad news yesterday.

(bad news or just bit surprised news for one... difficult to categorise)

but I seem to punish myself by going through old meassages... where a mere 1 and a half months ago... but there I go again. It's just hurts a bit

And people change, how they talk to you, or interact with you. I just keep equating to when I was on my year abroad in Canada... and managed to keep in contact with so many people, and study and travel.. God I miss Travel!

But I have realised things, things that made me laugh in the car on the way home... granted laughing at my pure naiveness (that must be a real word... too tired to recognise if it is) BUT still that must have released some happy endorphins.

Silly me. Silly me. Silly me.

And now currently writing an essay plan... help me please!