Reader.

This is me under my sheet in my bedroom.

Part of my Day in The Life, Series.

I am sad. I feel disgusting. I am starving, I am lonely, and the people I need aren't interested.

Worse still, i'm getting fatter so it appears, not skinnier despite have 4 meals since thursday.

I feel shit shit shit shit shit.

I want to die again, my head and stomach is killing me my back hurts, my heart hurts. I don't want to do anything but take drugs right this second.

bye.