my feelings are unsure.

His messages confuse me and make my head spin.
Is he telling the truth?
Is he joking?
Is he just pretending?
My thoughts are so conflicted and my feelings are unsure.

Over such a short period of time I've done so much, with the help of friends I've been able to do what I've been longing to do.....
But I'm not ready to loose all of my innocence just yet.

Will he wait for me to be ready? Probably not. But then again what do I know of things such as this?