In the dog house

No one was using the dog house outside, so I cut up an old coat to line the bottom, so far the bunnies like it. Hoping to make it snug so if there are nights a cat gets accidentally shut out they have somewhere nice to shelter. Not been a good day, I just couldn't face plastering on a fake smile and pretending everything is ok. After all these months I was starting to feel a bit more positive about the possibility of keeping my job, occupational health doctor just made me feel rubbish. I don't know how much more waiting I can do, rather than dangle carrots surely they know by now what their ultimate decision is going to be? Feeling deflated. There are times when I just feel poo about being chronically ill, which means I am disabled esp in a county at the moment that seems to want to make villains of us sick people cause we're all lazy scroungers.