having nothing ...

time and again when I return to or find myself in quite spots, I find myself bemused as God takes care of every detail and I find myself in stillness with nothing pressing to occupy myself with... ingrained patterns can be so challenging as my mind seeks external occupation to bring some semblance of manicness to bear on the moments.

.. went for a long walk and tired myself out... hoping for some respite from the worker bees in my brain seeking grains of heavy pollen of "doing" to weigh me down..
sadly that didn't do the trick completely, still found myself seeking an occupation upon my return.. so turned to restorative yoga postures. ...aaah time for bed now.